Saturday

TRYING TO BE SATISFIED

It's not that anything bad is happening, it's just that not much is happening period. I have gotten stuck in a rut. A rut that consists of work, and sleep, and waiting for the phone to ring. BORING! I understand that this is partly my fault. I could be out there going new places and meeting new people, but I always have excuses not to. I'm tired, or the dogs need to be let out, etc. Don't get me wrong, I have been blessed with a mother who loves me, a sister who always needs a ride (jk-she's good for stuff too :) two dogs who can't get enough attention, a few close friends, and a job I'm pretty good at. I have nothing to complain about. So why am I? I don't know. There is a part of me who is not satisfied with my simple work, tv, sleep routine. I yearn for more. I am not happy at my work. I love most of the people I work with most of the time, but I think maybe it's something you must go through after years of school, where classes change semesterly, and jobs are odd and ever-changing. I got used to change, and now that I have been at the same job for over a year, I feel like it is time to start something new. Maybe that's just it. I don't know. Pray for me to become more satisfied, and to stop waiting for life to find me, but for me to go find it.

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